T

                                         1

   Hi Ü has your buddy “delivered” so you can form a new reality for

yourself?  Isn’t the concept “amino-acid poker” otherworldly when it’s

your connection with the GalaxyConscious, which surely is tuned to

our stATion.  Something over 7 trillion cubic light-years is a

conceivable concept to you now.  If life was compared to a videogame,

the GalaxyGame switches to a new level using old proven patterns :

like Chicago to Tucson by covered wagon in 1895 and in 1995 using a

limousine – same deserts and mountains, now we have motels and

mini-marts.  Maybe by 2035 you can go to the MeritEl for a clean unit

for $20 a week if you do some Merit. You see the AlexanderPattern

again don’t you?  Every country would want to stabilize with

commonLAW, the RomanTrick.  When their economy takes off, tribute

increases and their LifeOptions improve ; we get paid to make them

productive…like Indonesia today.  Our FreedomSystem promotes free-

enterprise, your ticket to flexhours and immediate-profit when you want

this choice.  If the rest of this comm rings true, you will believe MERIT

is a concept you can’t ignore.  Which brings up the subject on most

wavelengths these strange days : if the UNIVERSE is not

nihilistic=(uncontrolled) action/reaction but DOES have DeityConcern,

why are all these nasty things happening to us…innocents are

suffering.  How did I know this would be THE BigQuestion in 1995?

Because we are all part of the same DRAGON, thank you very much

Odin – you old dinosaur Ü as you can tell, I have love-no matter the

mood.  He gets angry with the same news you do…the old concert-

beat again.  I’m just retyping my 1995 book …in 2002.

 

                                          T

                                          2

 

   Situations happen when violent people support each other ; they egg

each other on until WarriorProof surfaces (on society’s misfits).  The

news today has : one man stealing a TANK, crushing 25 cars plus

electricity-out for 5100 people in San Diego – a beautiful city that is

TOLERANT of Mexican neighbors who pour their raw sewage into the

Pacific Ocean, which contaminates San Diego beaches.  UR would

have gone to battle for this.  Four local police officers jumped on the

tank with bolt-cutters, removed the hatch and warned, then shot the

BerZerker dead.  Nobody else harmed.   KARMA : 25 new cars will be

sold to insurance companies and we all pay as part of our PolicyPrice.

Anybody without insurance just threw snake-eyes ; you have no right

to put another in the hospital from your driving if you can’t pay his bills.

I couldn’t make up a story as exciting as these heroes…one officer

was NationalGuard ActiveReserves.  AND  Ebola is still a small-area-

fright.  North Carolina had an armed Wacko killing three at random at

his LostLastJob ; this is why “You gotta kill a BerZerker”, he’s a walking

time-bomb as soon as he is armed…they usually die.  This coward

disarmed after his DirtyDeed ; he’s described as a classic-loner with a

gun and knife collection that he’d brag about. Finally, an innocent-

looking 16 year old GIRL killed her AlledgedlyAbusiveParents

“acting out of fear”.  NO, that was anxiety from the DRAGON but you

haven’t heard about that yet.  We were ALL acting unusual that day ;

the TRULYweak show their colors.  So we are back to the question

“which came first – the chicken or the egg?” The EGG obviously (from

our news today).  BLACKhumor again . 5 – 19 – 95  writing date.

 

                                         T

                                         3

   KEEN hates to be called CHICken, unless he’s into GQ.  When you

have your own sense of style and self-esteem you don’t get into

situations with PoorPosition.  BattleStrategy such as : don’t marry an

alcoholic-abuser who gets forgetful and is stronger than you are.

On an AnxietyDay you will get nasty bruises or worse.  Your life is

russian-roulette and anxiety is constant ; why would any woman have

sex with this TiMeBoMb, for the excitement of unpredictability?  High

school girls get trapped with these monsters – until they get divorced

and even then, a life of FEAR…SnakepitSyndrome.  Follow those

instincts that warn you the next room is “SnakePit”.  Don’t open that

door wide unless the lights are turned ON. Do not close your eyes

because you are afraid of snakes, they are still there.  Maybe you can

close that door and find another route?  Keep your L-arm touching a

wall so you don’t get lost.  You know the message : MERIT and

KARMA show you the path(TAO).  Helpers appear when you watch for

them.  You don’t have to blindly open doors, educated choices are

best.  Some SnakePits have ex©tic designs on the doors, while others

look run-down and poorly maintained.  Some rooms swarm with coral

snakes while another may have a solitary rattlesnake ; neither choice

is safe.  I guess you wonder about innocent fatal-childhood-disease or

adult health problems for nice people, how does this fit with ORDER?

The roulette marble goes in the opposite direction the wheel does.

The wheel contains ALL the potentially-winning numbers for the

THRILL.  Depending on how many numbers you use to cover your bet 

                  the fewer guesses you needed for the winner, the

                                          BIGGER the PAYOFF

 

                                       T

                                       4

 

   When you’re Reborn, your life is like roulette ; the DRAGON is the

wheel and your MeritCard is the ball.  Rich people’s ball tends to land

where their bets are placed, some even use DynastyNepotism so they

control the ball longer.  Others have so little control over where the ball

lands that it rarely lands on their bet.  They had such little BetCredit

that the HighRoller won $10,000 on a six-number-bet while Mr.

Wornshoes won 36¢ on a single-number bet. Besides ForgetMeWater

drowning you had to pay much of your MeritCredit on the OtherSide.

You landed in the USA , you must have had a large amount in your

account.  That amount came from previous Merit ; you’ve done well

before.  You probably have a tendency towards helping others.  When

the Feather gets weighed on MA’AT’s balance , you’ll be happy if she

uses the ostrich-feather and not the canary feather.  GEB figures she

will need a pteradactyl-wing if this goes as planned Ü another OdinJoke.

The poor people that could only make penny bets got stuck in Bosnia

and can’t get more credit in a war-zone ; who wants to lend to them –

assets are blown up as targets.  When the ball hits the wheel, it

bounces as a light-marble but bounces little when it is a steel-bearing

the same size as the marble.  Some folk’s outlooks are so heavy that

their life is with little ball-bounce and their physical health is affected by

HEAVYattitude.  When private thought brings on RAGE your attitude

affects everything you touch.  Those around you act defensively and

you give them HEAVY hearts.  You are punishing them, for a double-

Boogy.

 

                                           T

                                           5

 

   If you were going to learn a lesson : what  did you do - to ensure

yourself  that you’d be a lot smarter this time?  You have someone-

somebook-a favorite credo to remind you ; search your mind, where is

it?  Some of us expect early success and a plan for 20 or 30 is all the

credit we can exchange ; others stretch it out with fewer THRILLS.

Some want to stay away from long-term entanglements while others

want the security and FutureHope-for-Credit as GuardianAngels.  This

loophole is closing with BlemJar if GuardianAngelStatus is abused –

“possessions”…OccultRitualism where the belief “Magical incantations

influence the DRAGON”  is supported by others cheating the same

way.  No way to cheat KARMA is there?  It has been a long time since

the last Buddha revealed the illusion.  GEB told me about two

supernatural electricity displays while he was being cloudtested.

Fox Mulder would call them “poltergeist” but GEB thinks it must be

RadiowaveFrequencyResonance…bulbs had a high-pitched squeal.

In a 6-bulb-fixture, on a single-source line with 3 fixtures, ONE

previously burned-out bulb lit for 30 seconds at TRIPLE the light of the

other good bulbs    and   none of the other bulbs flickered.  Another

time a different single-bulb lamp was energized so much when he was

walking towards it, that the bulb popped out of the metal screw-base. 

He showed me the bulbs too, his souvenirs ; if you don’t have such

positiveMATERIALproof  the cloudtestBIO gets surreal.  The

TankTerrorist had his reality wildly distorted by addiction to

Speed(meth).  Those who knew him said his brain was mush – he had

no idea his paranoia was InducedAnxiety, he was on the alert for black

helicopters and government agents .

 

                                             T

                                             6

 

   Now we know what to guard against.  When one is paranoid, actions

of the afflicted get suspicious and others notice and actually DO keep

an eye on these characters.  They are already living in Hell and are

destroying their NextTripCredit…the cloudtestV@rtex.  Which of you

would feel safe living next to Fox Mulder of “X-files”? He’s got ALIENS

as his reference so UFOs are his reality.  The alien-abductions with

sexual exams are ShadowVisits told by people with sex/nudity

hangUps ; great laughs for observers without organs.  Some of your

biggest hang-ups are tests you may have programmed yourself. 

Just the word “snake-pit “ may send shivers up your spine.  Maybe

the credits are multiplied when you do Merit in a snake-pit, few else

are earning it. Picking up litter in Paradise is easier than help in

Harlem.  This explains the charity work in rich cities and the

desperation of rust-cities.  When your neighbors volunteer their efforts,

it gets to be a “status” credit builder.  When people hear cries for help

at 2 A.M. they tend to pull the covers over their ears, losing credit and

next week may be worse.  This is reality to some with freewill choice ;

they can move out, they can hire security guards, but that is probably

not feasible to these unfortunates…who say “Next time may be

entirely different” – how, with little M E R I T   C R E D I T ?

 

                                         T

                                         7

 

   One of our BIGproblems this generation has been the idea that

“A man’s home is his castle”.  This was a popular view after WWII

that usurped family-considerations.  Because one OWES the bank

for a mortgage makes the lendee a king?  Some people treat their

family as feudal-subjects even if they rent.  The Bible says that

borrowing to build a house is just stacking rocks for your tomb ;

that sounds kind of extreme – doesn’t it?  Who amongst us really

OWN their residence ; town governments sell your property if you

don’t pay the annual taxes.  A lien=(debt) is imposed against the

value if you don’t replace the sidewalk torn up by city-boulevard

trees.  Who budgets money for a roof-replacement or sewage-

problems when they buy a house?  Who counts grass-mowing or

window-washing as lost wages, they could have worked for over-

time instead.  Your life is kind of like this…just because you are a

human does not mean you own the planet to trash anyway you want.

Some corporate-people feel they should be able to mine or deforest

an area of OUR planet for their own greed.  LowImpactTechnology and

SuperfundToxicDumping are opposite ends of OUR WorldHusbandry.

Who cares if 4000 years ago goat-herders let their animals kill the

MidEast forests?  All the people in Lebanon today feel cheated by

the goat-herders.  Will you feel the same way about today’s loggers

and their employers NextTime around?  Today is the day we need to

consider OUR follies an A B O M I N A T I O N .

 

                                          T

                                          8

 

   The reason I keep showing you flaws in the Bible is that the

“righteous” point to “Eye for an eye”…writings that were never in Elias’

original version.  “Whip the child to make him respect his elders”

originally said “Damaged kids become damaging adults”.  How about

“Power corrupts and AbsolutePower corrupts ab – sol – utely “

=(FatherSunTotal)  - the priests didn’t include that one, I wonder

why.  The premise is still valid today just as it was in  David’s day.

Watch a ChimpColony and try to find any variation from Human

Society.  Watch chickens or ducks and show me any action where

humans conduct their societies differently.  The KurganPowerStructure

is our Western self-centered viewpoint and the AnimalCultureSociety’s.

When TheSavior is from countryFARaway and comm is poor, the new-

view is a ForeignView.  Mohammad was preaching to his countrymen

and the MedBasin people looked semitic so converting to Islam wasn’t

foreign.  The “whiteys” from Greece or Rome were foreign to Syria-

Arabia.  You notice Spain has been a WhiteyReligionCountry even

after Islam was established there, why did the citizens tolerate the

Christian Inquisition?  Because Islam demanded fasting periods and

other privacy invasions (lose/lose).  Britain and Germany rebelled to

take back the “Power” they’d lost to clergy.  Our Bill of Rights is

designed to protect individuals FROM the majority-religion.

 

                                             T

                                             9

 

 

   Generally speaking, tigers don’t care where they poop and

elephants wantonly deforest areas…that’s their nature.  The last

pages will probably get  ÜS  branded SatanaEl and the A.C.LUcy.

Sticks and stones, cross the bones, X-eye(xi) is not SIN.  Let me get

a little deeper in their DOO.  When religion pushes NationalPolicy,

the message should make friends with the neighbors or it is EVIL.  I

talked about the Jews wandering one more time.  Hey, their nomad

 

not be too unexpected when they have been the scapegoats for the

20^th century.  People who just want a quiet neighborhood and top

quality kosher-food are anxious on ordinary bus rides.  How would you

like it if citizens in another state threw rocks at your car because your

license-plate wasn’t from their state?  The worst WASTE is that

genetically they are programmed for professions and HighTech

industries ; they have theBOMB and before any neighbor destroyed

Tel Aviv they would get our president’s OK to unleash it to save oil

fields (1991 was REALclose).  He’d be happy to be rid of his own

decision…it is THEIR BOMB afterall.  Any Iran-threat ended with

JetBombing, gets kinda scary when one of their own UZIED 30 Islam

worshippers AT PRAYER.  Both sides are playing “Eye for an eye”.

 

                                            T

                                           10

 

   GEB was over today to give me PAIN for the last page.  When I told

him the idea of integrating 5million people into cultures that have cities

with populations that are three times all of Israel’s, he did not “down

me” but researched the numbers. He asked how much ArabOil money

flowed each year. After hearing politicians and the oil-nuke industries

talk about our ENSLAVEMENT to outside countries – maybe as much

as our healthcare system costs ($700billion=700,000million)?  Boy,

 was I wrong.  The entire 345 million ARAB population in 21 countries

gets only $120billion each year at normal barrel-price (42gallons=

a barrel) – cracking-process extends this for gasoline volume.  Our

Congress wants to give rich people tax-breaks that are DOUBLE

this figure in 1995, that our president-select has quadrupled again(2001).

They only hoped for $245billion over 7 years.  We pay four times that

amount over ten years now and pick-up the Superfund costs for these

egregious acts when corporations pay-in less than 10% of Federal

 income.  The biggest oil-reserve we (USA) have is Prudhoe Bay,

Alaska – at 10billion barrels,  but Kuwait’s BurganField has 70billion

barrels left.  Saudi Arabia’s GhawarField has 80billion…130 years left

at present use.  Our oil refineries make four times (400%) as much

as Arabia on the ArabOil.  If they pump Prudhoe Bay (your emergency

supply) they will make 500% because the USA MineralResourceLaws

STINK.  The reason this never changes is that Grampa owns

EnergyStocks and writes to his congressperson if the government tries

to make “MeGOPolis Oil” less profitable.  Dividends would drop and

Grampa’s outside income drops and your “greenhouseGAS” rises.

“MeGOPolis Oil” raids your HERITAGE today – family?values.

 

                                         T

                                        11

 

   Do you understand how COMM has changed your outlook on our

world?  When Hitler was using RadioComm to promote his North

Neandertal plan to eradicate S-genes, the whole country embraced the

idea that getting rid of weak genes would make the country stronger. 

We embraced Einstein, Bohr, Oppenheimer and developed the FINAL

answer to FeudalLand wars,  “The Bomb”.  I’ve called Einstein the

“candyman” for his support of this project but let’s examine history and

admit that this has ended PropertySeizureWars.  The single attempt by

Iraq in 1990 was caused by WWII land division that left them land-

locked with weak-compromise-Kuwait at their S-border with virtually

NO DEFENSE (cheapskates).  We empowered Iraq for that invasion

and then refused any diplomatic face-saving for them to pull-out.

Nobody blamed Bush for that burn.  BlackDesertAlbedoNegativity has

made the world’s weather patterns,

solved by sand/limestone overlay,

NOT return to pre-GulfWar stabilization yet. It appears that Jihad

soldiers fight battles for Allah and don’t consider their family’s health

for a decade later.  Would any of you allow 500 oilwells in Texas to

burn and damage all our lungs?  That is what Iraq did to countrymen.

The oilspill damage to the area was close to forty times the Alaska

ValdezDisaster.  If the USA and RUSSIA hadn’t beat the clock

extinguishing the burn, who else would have attempted such a filthy

job?  Saddam Hussein used TV like Hitler used radio – daily

propaganda…the ONLY program at 6 PM.  This should be a clue

for the future (ALL politicos are insecure and “need” status) if any other

MEGALOMANIAC has the stamina for DAILY correspondence to

promote his program.

 

                                             T

                                            12

 

   Do any of you want DAD’s job?  We kids know better than to ever

want his responsibility : COMM for the HigherDimensions.  Can you

see how prayer for a child with HereditaryGeneDisease is kind of like

asking the F.B.I. chief to get your cat out of the tree?  GuardianAngels

are supposed to take care of these problems.  They aren’t doing a

perfect job (some are fallen apples) but does D.E.A. corruption make

you feel contempt for our local officers who guard you against a

TankTerrorist?  AND do occasionally speak out against corrupt

departments.  You’re feeling that there is no GuidingPower in your

walking the GoodEarth, why not get in touch with your angel, most

of us have more than one.  When 999 of 1000 souls desire ANY

participation with the GoodEarth, you can see how friends might share

a living BIO relative.  Be on guard, BlemJar is still in the future and (-)

one is the leader(-), one is weak(±) and easily swayed AND they can

feel emotions just like you can.  You can see how MethPossession can

be a vicious disaster when a desire for a tank-ride leads to vandalism

and death (for the “possessed”).  Stay away from mirrors – the silver

backing reflects wavelengths in your vicinity ; it can get so bad that the

green and red cones shut-down and you see the world in blues like

“Fly II” (1989) or “Out of the Mouth of Madness”(1994) showed the

viewer.  Your own BrainDrugs suck you into cloudtestBIO and you

can’t find the way-out = possession.  I’m trying my best to let you know

that suburban-family is gone when you get seduced into this Hidden-Knowledge

Trap.  The “secret” ingredients were already on your LifeRecord = CD-ROMindex.

 

                                           T

                                          13

 

   I’m not trying to make our difficulties seem insignificant, but you do

get the Big Picture now and see who I was talking to when words got

esoteric.  “They” read at the same speed you do but could go much

faster.  See why I encourage you to learn many fields of interest?

Your options will increase and you will FEAR less…get you tuned to a

bouncy resilience in your life.  The snake sheds his skin and you can

too…wasn’t this your Gordian Knot?  When your brain is designing

NewGoals and inventions, you KNOW that you have help.  When you

write, where does the next word come from?  If you want to visualize

IonNetwork, think of a spiderweb where NerveConnections and

InternetUsers  meet.  Your dog sometimes gets petted by family

friends and even neighborhood kids.  He is eager for the attention and

distractable from his duty, TerritoryGuard.  Angels get this way too.

Compared to your lifespan, they (and their attitudes) hang around for

eons when MajorDiseases don’t extinguish FamilyDynasty.  To get

some experience and training for GuardianAngel,  sophomores=(less

than a decade dead/flipped)  connect with cloudtestBIO victims.  Like

the Nazis using prison-camp people for experiments.  If your GuardianAngel

loses control because cloudtest has you in "possession” the WebLink

is open to JAmMErs : quasi-legal entry.  Some interesting experiments

happen here, so the DRAGON doesn’t close this nasty room but

instead is entranced.  You do NOT want to get caught in that

NightmareSnakePit…openingUP to your angel is like the first CrackHit. 

Only ONE is needed to sequence Catch22.

 

                                        T

                                       14

 

   SleepyKEEN invited me over to discuss our pasts/lessons that we

have learned.  Our complete agreement was that parental example for

high self-esteem is the common denominator which opens doors of

opportunity AND makes this a topic to talk about.  Your best influence

is a father who challenges and compliments your growing abilities.

Some fathers find this hard to do (especially when estranged from

Mom through court-decree) because nobody treated them that way.

Positive breeds positive and negative breeds negative.  When you

receive this needed quality, your personal expectations rise and you

feel good every day.  When your job has enough challenge, you get to

be the best…whatever field you attempt becomes successful because

you always have been successful.  AttackDogs are fearless because

they have been trained and pitted against “weaker” dogs/handlers,

and followed orders to stop when they’d won rather than get Blood

Thirst.  The dog has been conditioned by compliments and treats

NOT  savage power.  You can trust a dog like that with your life.  When

the librarian compliments you on subject difficultness or number of

diverse topics, you remember this your whole life and want somebody

else to notice that you exist.  Everyone in the world feels this way, not

just USA.  With HighSelfEsteem you want others to feel just as good…

and this is MERIT.  By being successful as a BIO, you help yourself for

next Rebirth.  Whenever IT pushes you to RAGE, forgive and forget